In Eternity past, God the Creator, the Trinity: The Father, the Word and the Holy Ghost, was always together, never separated from each other in the beginning. They had no need to be separated nor would they want to be.
But one day, by the counsel of His (Trinity-3 in 1) own will, decided to create a being that would not worship Him because they had to but because they wanted to. So God created man and woman.
Because our first parents, Adam and Eve, messed up by not willing to do what God required, a.k.a. sin, causing death to end our lives, in the Garden of Eden specially made for them, they were booted or kicked out. God's hot anger, His wrath, was against them and instead of killing them off or destroying them on the spot, God instead, in their place, decided to let an innocent animal die for both of them and gave them their first clothes to wear.
Because God would overcome evil with good and restore this creation, His plan was to send the 2nd person of God, the Word, Jesus Christ, Savior Messiah, to His created earth as a created form of man by the created form of being birthed through a woman as a normal man would be born, but all the while still being God by Spirit within. Jesus Christ the God-Man.
God was now separated from each other for the first time in Eternity for 33 years. And you guessed right, we caused it! Yep! Good old creature (created) "man" separated God from God. We are wretched scoundrels, bad sinners to the core.
It hurt Jesus real bad. It was more than a papercut or a splinter in the finger, it was a tearing away of His beard before the crucifixion, punches He took to the face before the crucifixion, the spit that was on His face from the torturers before the crucifixion, the whipping that He never deserved before the crucifixion, then thorns shoved on his head causing headaches and blood flow before the crucifixion, then they pierced Him through with large nails.
What Mission was that? To die in the place of all mankind for their sin or disobedience to God. We are born with this sin flaw in our soul and needs permanent fixing by removal through the washing of Jesus's own blood for your guiltiness. The object is to restore obedience to God by allowing God to pay for your personal sin removal instead of you trying to pay for sin removal yourself which is payment by blood upon death lived from perfect holy living, so don't think you qualify and neither do I.
So the Romans nailed Him to a tree, in a cross beam fashion, one large, heavy, dirty, iron nail in each of His hands and each of His feet. The Jews gave Him over to the Romans, the Jews to the Gentiles, the whole world (includes all of us) gave Him over to the cross; didn't want Him. Had no need of Him. But the Father grieved for Him. He was dying to remove man's sins against them so they wouldn't be sent to hell fire. God knew that, God knew the truth but the sin filled man didn't see it at the time.
Now having been separated for 33 years, including 3 days and 3 nights, God the Father moves with Love for His Son by raising Him, Himself. God raised Jesus from the dead after the 3rd day and after 40 more days to prepare the followers He went back up to Heaven to be with His Father and is now waiting for each one of us who trust Him as Savior and believe that the Father did indeed send Him to rescue us. This is Faith. He rescued us from sin, self destruction, satan, and separation from Himself. By His Holy Spirit we have this faith unto salvation.
What does that tell you about the Heart of God? His Love is real! His Love is towards you and for you. You didn't learn love without having first got it from Creator God who made you. He cares! He cares about you. He is a loving Father! He gave His Son. He gave His best. What more could He have done or you would have wanted done? Jesus His loving Son loves You! 24 hours a day He has holes in His hands and feet to remind you and me "Look What I Have Done for You" "Look" "I Love You!"
Now that you agree with me that you are a wretched scoundrel, a sinner, like me, won't you like to make Jesus your Savior by asking God's forgiveness for your sins, repenting turning from yourself and your dirty sins to God, agreeing with Him you are guilty, and accepting Jesus's death on the cross for your payment of sin is enough, and that God did indeed raise His Son from the dead on the 3rd day. God the Father was satisfied with God the Son's sacrifice for all mankind. You should be too. This is the only way to Heaven.
If you cried out to God to forgive you and save you from your sins through Jesus Christ, then Congratulations, you have been born again, born from above, and your sins have been removed against you by the washing power of the blood of Jesus, your name has been transferred from the books of life to the one Lamb's book of life, a robe of white is waiting for you, a mansion, and a crown.
I recommend for you to get a Bible, God's love letters and start feeding yourself with God's truth and His love, His Word is His will for your life now. This is worship when you read about Him and what He wants from you. He will give you peace that's out of this world, literally! Love, assurance, joy unspeakable, and hope and comfort. Go find a Church home to be a part of. God is a community in Himself (3 in 1) and He doesn't want us to be without community because we are made like Him remember?
So talk with God often, that's praying, its just talking with Him. Tell Him what you need, what your struggles are and Thank Him often and sing songs to Him for His goodness, that's praise a form of worship. Giving of your treasures of money to help continue the Good News (Gospel) Message to a Church and/or Ministries is also another form of worship. If you can volunteer your time telling others about your Savior and Father to anyone, anywhere, at anytime is another form of worship. Worship the Lord with your whole being! Halleluia!
May the Lord God bless you